Free time

As I said a few nights ago I would be back.  My trip in California went as suspected it would, eventful in small ways and life changing for my friend.  It was great to see all my family and friends.  Jake had a great time as well,  my parents fell in love with him and he made three new friends with my parents dogs.  They all had fun, especially him digging trenches and to China in my parents backyard trying to go after a gopher. 

The wedding cake turned out pretty nicely as well!  I know this is probably biased and all but my cake was awesome!  It was super moist and full of so much flavor, when I get some photos I will put them up for you all.  Seriously though that cake was awesome and so were all 50 cupcakes and 24 mini-cupcakes.  The Bride looked lovely as ever and the groom looked absolutely dashing of course.  Now as for my dress, I do not want to put pictures up of THAT dress, but I know you all probably want to see it though, to be totally honest I hated the dress (sorry Kaitlyn).  I wasn't a fan of the dress, the color I didn't mind, what bothered me was the fit, it did nothing for me and brought out my worst features and showed off all the wrong curves and not the right ones, I pretty much looked like a freakin cow!  Yes, I did just say that.  I felt extremely uncomfortable in the whole thing, but I did it anyways, you know why?  The Bride is one of my girls, and I will do anything for her and all my other friends!

Right now I'm really intrigued with this new show called 7 Days of Sex, its actually really interesting.  Its where a couples who are on the rocks decide to spend seven whole days straight of having sex, they have to do it at least once a day, so far they are four days in and each couple is feeling closer, but it looks like they are each about to take a step backwards.  I think the message here is that each couple has to have a form of intimacy in their relationship or there are some issues.  I agree with this, yes having sex everyday is a little ridiculous and very hard to do, but there still needs to be some.  I know some of you might think I'm being a little niave because I'm still a newly wed but let me tell you something, I have gone through months with out any because my husband has been away for training in the past and I've had friends who have gotten none for almost year because of their husband being deployed.  I believe that sex is an important part of a relationship, no not a huge part but it is needed.  Oh and if you have a problem with this post, then don't read it!

I'm Home!

I know, I know it has been a while since I last posted, I'm sorry.  I know there really aren't any excuses but I was packing for California, then was in California and getting ready for my friends wedding, and then I've been trying to recuperate.  I know sucky excuse but its all true.  I'm not totally in the mood to write tonight because I have to clean literally EVERY room in the apartment, especially since David left it a mess last weekend and I haven't totally fully unpacked yet.  I will write later tomorrow hopefully or even Sunday, either when David isn't on his computer or when I have taken him back.  Goodnight everyone nice to be back!

So many frustrations!!!!

Ever had that feeling like something has cracked inside of you?  I've been feeling like that lately to be honest with you, and I really don't but kind of do know whats going on.  I think it has to do with stress and some other deep down problems I guess you could say.  The stress of my friends wedding; like for instance the dress I have to fit my fat ass into,  I guess I'll be getting a lot spanx!  Then there is the cake, man can you say nerve racking!  Oh and lets put on top of all this everything else.  You need an explanation first I guess, David got his orders and we are going to Fort Stewart, Georgia.  Yes, Georgia of all places, no where near where we thought we would get, but oh well I guess that's the Army huh?  Well now we have to look into a new home, packing everything, and trying to start all over.  I know this is what we signed up for but still does it really get any easier?  Don't get me wrong I'm excited to be going somewhere new and taking another step in our adventure together, but its kind of draining and I've still got a couple of months.  David and I have decided that I need to go back to school, well more David pushing me to go back, so now I got to try and find a school and that is a little worrysome also!  I've been out of school for about a year now and super nervous to go back. 

Then also I'm not doing the Revolution, I wish I was but I don't think I can.  I really wanted to but I didn't have any help.  I'll get to my goal with help from family and friends, I did it once before and I'll do it now.  The only problem I guess is that I'm super unhappy with myself so Its making my life and emotions a wreck and I feel like its putting a burden on us, but David being the sweet heart he is loves me for every pound that I am.  I'm super lucky to have a man that loves me for me, I wish I could love me for me as much as he does though.  He did say something that is bothering me but I know that its because he wants whats best for us, but it still kind of hurts because it changes what we have been talking about for the last couple of months.  I love him and I always will, so I'll get over it. 

On a happier note David and I adopted this great new addition to our family.  A cute 6 year old red Dauschund named Jake!  Also those of you who are readers from California, I'll be there in five days!!!!!!!!  Exciting huh?